Monday, April 23, 2007

Loved and Secure

I fumbled with the keys to the door leading to my office in the lower level of a house that is home to five people with developmental disabilities. As the door opened, he was waiting for me, still pajama clad, slightly unsteady of gait, one side somewhat disabled by childhood polio--it was just the start of the day--but he was anxious to tell me, in his distinctly Italian accent, "Hey! We miss you at church yesterday!"
"I missed you too, John," I said, "But the baby dedication I went to at my friend's church was very special."

I thought later that John would be a great person to call people if they missed church. When I drive him and his wife home after church each week, we have a ritual of going through the drive-through at Tim Hortons for a large double-double for John and a medium steeped tea with milk and sugar for his lady. It never fails--the girls in the window lean over and yell into the car, "Hi John! How are you?" and he shouts a teasing comment back--the rest of us in the car might as well be invisible. He is known all over town--by everybody--for his sense of humour, bantering skills and outgoing personality. Yes, the role of "missing people follower-upper" would fit him perfectly. How nice it was to know that I was missed at church and to be told so with such warmth the moment I stepped through the door.

Before leaving the house this morning I was reading some verses from scripture that gave me a similar feeling. I read that "We all, like sheep have gone astray," Isaiah 53:6. "Yes," I thought, "Absolutely--we are a wandering and wayward race of beings, we humans.

But God doesn't leave us alone to wander in the wilderness without help. "He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake." Psalm 23:3 "Does he not leave the ninety and nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it?" Luke 15:4

Yes, he does! He is the God of fresh starts and new beginnings--the God of all hope. God doesn't just love me when I'm doing well, but when I'm struggling--as I was recently--spinning out of control in some areas of life--he cares and helps us back. That thought made me feel so wanted, safe and secure.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yes it is nice to know that everytime we step through that door our loving Father God greets us and lets us know that he missed us while we were busy wandering and doing our own thing. There is nothing like coming home to him and that warm and secure feeling. I hope that I can get to the point where I am just a homebody laying at his feet and seeking his direction instead of going on these little sidetrips. Praise God for his everloving faithfulness,
YOur analogy was great, and I think that your friend would be a wonderful on the" church fellowship I miss you committee", everyone needs to know that they were missed and that they belong.

Anonymous said...

I second that, Praise God that He goes for the one that is Lost, that He Loves us and never leave us nor forsake us. I very much agree with the fact that we leave Him but he never leaves us, Allellua Praise the Lord, maybe John should be a greeter at church, I think he would do wonders... Bless his heart.

LoveMyStarr said...

God has had to come after me again and again! Thank goodness! Wonderful post!