Whatever He Says

I noticed signs recently when I was in downtown Toronto, for the Mesopotamia exhibition at the  ROM . I wanted to go!  So that week I  said to Tori when she came upstairs to help me prepare for dinner guests,  "I would love to take a day off work and take you and Tippy somewhere during the holidays; would you like that?" Excited eyes, and a big smile answered louder than words. "But where?"  "Well," I said casually, "There is the ROM. They have an exhibit on Mesopotamia, which is known as "the cradle of civilization," at the moment--or," I added;  because part of me felt that I was offering them a frog on a plate for lunch;  "we could go anywhere else, if you prefer;" . I suggested that she and her sister Tippy, Google, "Places to go in Ontario," and said that I would take them anywhere they wanted--the main thing was to go somewhere together. To my delight and surprise, a few days later they sa...

In  Bill Fledderus's  continuing class at Write! Canada: Finding Your Way Deeper Into Writing, we learned about the power of metaphor and how to use an object from nature that calls to us. Comparing a thing with a person can be a metaphor generator! I decided to use a pine cone and write about...well, here is what I wrote. Brown, light, life bringer, the pine cone whispers a message of rebirth. To be born anew it separates from parent bough and sister cones, to be buried in the earth. My mother's death was like that. She, separating from her family tree like fruit that was finally ripe and ready to fall. Separating as gently and easily as the pine cone. As naturally too. No fighting against it. Each created thing has its time to be born anew

A silvery cream moon heralds the night while the day blazes out in glorious pink over bluest blue in the west. On the counter, lemon loaves  glisten with a sweet and tangy glaze and  cool on black wire racks; fruit of a Saturday hour or two in the kitchen. The clock ticks away this July evening, cooler since yesterday's storm; measuring with its beat the passing moments. Packed boxes line the walls downstairs and there are accessories of teal blue for Tori's room in their new home, and artsy black and red for Tippy's.  In the air there is anticipation; excitement; expectancy. But also something else; we miss them already. The family downstairs, with their caboodle of pets is readying to leave and with them they will take part of our hearts. And yet we know it is good that they go. We are with them in it and celebrate with them, the beautiful home of their own they go to. Still this is a time of measuring the days. A time of sighing over what has been so prec...

An interaction yesterday went horribly. I had needed help. The help was given with impatience and abrupt instructions that had the effect of freezing my brain into deeper incompetence. By the end I felt like a nuisance; too slow; and devalued. It affected me for more than a few hours afterwards. I needed time to process it and eventually managed to separate myself  from it personally,  enough  to know that it wasn't so much about me as the other person and I am pretty sure that they were oblivious to their effect.  This morning as I sat down with a cup of coffee in our sunny back room, and tried to shake off the last vestiges of the depressed mood that had descended afterwards, and the words, "He restores my soul," from  Psalm 23 , came to mind, like a soothing ointment on a wound. Just then Brenda poked her head into the room, a large red mug of coffee in her hand. She glanced at the book I was opening and said, "Oh, is this not a good time?"  "Yes...

"Hi Belinda," it was my friend Carolyn on the phone. "Be honest, okay? Is it okay if I bring the ducklings to writers group tonight?" The ducklings?  She had said it as though she was saying, "The kids. " Like it was normal to bring ducklings to a writers group meeting. Like I knew them or something! She had apparently been writing about them on FB but I had not been getting her posts. The Rouen ducklings are named Ben and Jerry and Carolyn said she is imprinted on them and that they follow her everywhere. She hoped they wouldn't poop on my rug though. "Bring them on over," I said, laughing, and promptly went downstairs to tell Bren, Tippy and Tori that they were coming. Brenda looked up from a box she was packing and said, "Ducklings? What kind of a person brings ducklings?" but added, "That's just jealousy talking." As 7 o'clock approached, writer friends arrived in groups of two or three. I hope ...

Our writers group topic for this month is "Vacation," and this started me thinking of my happiest vacations, spent in Holland as a child. I grew up in Worcestershire, a county in the middle of England and o ur journeys to Holland began by train. It was just Mum, my brother Rob and I who left from Birmingham, Snow Hill Station ., where we would   wave goodbye to Dad who had come to see us off. Our first destination was  Paddington Station  in London. Inside the train we maneuvered our luggage down the passageway that ran alongside the carriage's compartments until we found ourselves seats inside one of them. Like a living creature, the steam engine would chuff its way out of the station, whistle blowing, then panting and puffing as it started off, slowly gaining speed as we passed through dark, soot encrusted tunnels on our way out of the station and then past the streets of Birmingham and out into the countryside. The train would fall into a soothing rhythm rocking ...

I first posted this in 2009, a little show and tell about one of my favourite photographs. Back then it hung on a wall, but now it's in my bathroom where I see it every morning! I'd forgotten the history behind the story, researched when I first posted this and thought that current readers might enjoy it--a story from a time when this land was still being discovered, not so very long ago. This photograph was taken by Mary Schaffer; artist, photographer, writer and naturalist, in 1907. It is of a Stoney Indian named Samson Beaver, with his wife Leah and daughter, Frances Louise. I bought the photo on a postcard, on a trip to British Columbia and it hangs framed, on the wall I face when sitting at my laptop. I love it. Don't you just feel as if you could gather Frances Louise up in your arms and cuddle her? I get a deep sense of peace and happiness when I look at this family, sitting in the grass of a long ago fall. They are dressed in their best, beautiful c...